I push away the people I want the most in my life, and I tell myself that it’s because

I push away the people I want the most in my life, and I tell myself that it's because

“I push away the people I want the most in my life, and I tell myself that it’s because I need to learn to live without attachments. But deep inside, all I want, is for someone to resist my efforts at pushing them away and tell me I am worth holding on to, even when I’m acting like a complete idiot.”